Friday, October 22, 2010

PREGNANT AGAIN

I am pregnant again.
This time I didn't want to be,
But the baby that was placed in me
In years that have gone by
Never saw the birthing room
Its fruition never came.
But just when I had lost the Hope,
lost vision, and almost completely let it go,
The Lord spoke and said,
" Try it again. This is My time. This time My Way.
This time you will bring this baby to the birthing room
and see it become full grown."
So, I am pregnant again,
But not carrying the same.
This time I chose to put the baby
Completely in His hands,
He is the Master of my life
He is the Giver of this seed
He is the One who will bring it through
All the way to birth
then multiplied into many more.
I am pregnant again and soon
you, me, we all will see
The plan and purpose of God for me
not invisbile or delayed instead
being completely fulfilled;
Me accomplishing everything that
He has put inside of me.
By Rosalind M. Stanley
Inspired by WTAL 2010

Saturday, June 5, 2010

DO YOU BELIEVE?

A Prophetic Word For All to Hear & Receive:
Sons and daughters, the place where you find yourself is about faith and knowing who you are in me. You must remain focused and you must not allow the enemy to entice or distract you. This spirit of paranoia, anxiety and stress that you’ve allowed to attach to you is not of me! I am not confused and I don’t make mistakes. I don’t operate in chaos and I have told you to worry for nothing. I know the plan of the enemy even before he conceptualizes and attempts to implement it. For I AM ALL KNOWING. As such, why would you try to scheme, plot and plan in the natural when you have a Father who knows all things? You, by yourself, are not a match for the enemy and you continue to fight in your own strength. Yea, but through me, I reveal all and I stand ready to defend you. There were some hard questions I asked you at the beginning of this journey and I will ask them again because I am a patient and loving God. Who do you trust? Who do you believe in? Does it really ALL begin and end with me? You say, the king’s heart is in the lion’s hand and he turns it whichever way he chooses. Do you really believe my word? You say, my God shall supply ALL (physical, emotional, spiritual and psychological) my needs according to His riches and glory. Do you really believe it? Your status in life does not define you! Your place of employment does not define you! Your title (including your spiritual title) does not define you! If I removed everything that validates you, would you still love and serve me? Titles, status, money, position, power - these are things that allow you to operate in man’s system. These are things that you do and NOT who you are! Above and beyond the job, being (whatever is your ethnicity, nationality, culture), ..........(you fill in the blank) – you are a Christian (Christ-like). You are a believer (a receptor and carrier of my word). You are a child of the King of Kings (joint heirs to the throne including all the rights and privileges). The material things mean NOTHING to me and they have no value in my kingdom. They are here today and gone tomorrow. Just as fleeting as a white dandelion being whisked in the wind. I am far more concerned with your heart, your relationship with me and how you are conveying my love to others. Are you taking the time to fellowship with me? Are you taking the time (in the midst of your pain) to share my love with others? Are you taking the time to intercede/pray for others? Are you taking the time to encourage others? These are acts of worship that I honor. As you worship me in the midst of it all, I will exalt and honor you. For, I see you. I have not forgotten about you. Don’t look to man to place you where only I, God, can establish you. Your complete and utter trust must be in me. For I am the God of all and I more than care about you – I love you!
Published with permission from: Dionne J. Ferguson, Esq. of Tampa, FL

Monday, April 19, 2010

The Lord Cares Deeply for You... Psalm 23

"The Lord is My Shepherd" He is my pastor, my leader, my guide. He will show me the way to go. He will guide me with His eye. If I turn to the right or to the left, I will hear a voice behind me saying "go this way or go that way." He will keep me on the righteous path and in His perfect will. He whispers, "trust and fully abandon yourself to Me." "I Shall not want" There is nothing that is too hard for my God. He will always meet whatever are the needs of my life. He is my Provider; He is my Healer. He knows what I need before I even ask. He longs to be there for me. He, Himself, fulfills the longings of my soul. He clarifies for me what a true need is. He helps me to understand want. He helps me to adjust my desires that they be in line with His heart, His mind, His plans. Then, there is no need that He won't provide. He has already made provision, because He is the Creator of the heavens and the earth. He speaks into my ear, "Daily look to Me, I am your Provision; trust My Way to meet whatever the need is. I Am your God." "He makes me to lie down in green pastures" As I lie in bed, meditating on these words, I could picture the beauty of the pastures; the bright colors. I could sense the serenity and feel the peace. He nudges me when I need to lie down. Be still my soul. Lie down, take in the beauty. Receive the gentleness of God's Presence; the sweet blow of the wind of the Holy Spirit. And, allow the Voice of the Word, to flow into your spirit. Stretch, stretch out; stretch your muscles, your feet, your toes. stretch your fingers, your hands, your arms. Allow your whole body, your nose, your face, your eyes, to stretch. Then release... inhale... exhale. Let go of stress. Let go of the way of the world, the rushing pace, the busyness. Let go of the pushing and greediness of the flesh, the need to proclaim yourself. Allow the Triune Presence to hold you, hug you, caress you. Be comforted. Be at rest. "He leads me besides still waters" God is Faithful! His very nature is Faithful. I can count on Him to lead me. He will lead me. I do not have to be concerned or afraid of the rushing waters of this life, the rumblings of the waves too high for me to see, or the waterfalls going so deep that I can't reach into them. Still waters... peace, flowing, yes, peacefully flowing. No matter how it looks on the outside, in the world I live in, the environment around me, the water is still - the Lord God Almighty is leading. He is in charge! "He restores my soul" My heart...my mind... my will... my emotions... God restores. I imagine this word in the original language meant a continuous restoration. Throughout each day of the battles of life, of the world versus the Kingdom of God on earth, the flesh versus the spirit, my way versus His Way, He restores my soul. He restores my soul from the heat of the day, and the coldness that I may encounter. He restores my soul from the rejection that I at times experience or the conflict of some relationship. He brings my soul back to Him - He is the Maker of my soul. He repairs it, He cleanses it. He removes the ugly in it and replaces it with His beauty, His Goodness, His Joy; His words and His thoughts. Bless the Lord, Oh, my soul. He forgives my sins and delivers me from my iniquitous ways. He makes my soul to be open to Him, to His Good News. Thank you Lord for leading me out of depression, sadness, grief and despair. Thank you for working in my soul that I can hear Your Voice and Your Sound. Thank you for empowering me to know You better, to have a smile in my soul. Thank you for restoring my soul! "He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His Name's sake" For His name's sake... He is Righteous! One of God's names is Righteous! Because of the work that Jesus accomplished on the Cross for me, taking my sins on His body, shedding His blood, to wash them away, dying, going down to the grave and hell for me. But, oh, how Awesome is He in being resurrected! Coming up from hell and the grave without the sin, the dirt, and the darkness, so I now can be/am made righteous through Him! I am righteous in the sight of God because of what Jesus Christ did for me! And, it is His Name, the representation of His Name that God leads me to... to doing things His Way. Righteous is His Way; The Way of our Lord. He knows the way that I take and when I come forth, I will be as pure gold, in every season, through every situation. He will keep me on the Path called Righteousness because I am His and He is mine. He is Faithful to His own. I don't know the Way unless He leads me. I have nothing apart from Him, I follow His lead... because He is my Shepherd, the One who lovingly cares for me, "I follow..." "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death" Even though He is leading me, and He is with me and never leaves me or gives up on me, there are times that I walk through the valley of the shadow of death; hard times, difficult relationships, issues that seem insurmountable, sometimes death. Death of self (it hurts and requires the funeral of letting go) and sometimes death of someone I love or admire. But, I am only walking through. Going through it often feels so overwhelming that all I can see is the valley. It is sometimes all consuming, as though life and light have disappeared. But, what is so wonderful, a principle that I have to keep hidden in my heart is that it is only a shadow! A shadow of death. It is a necessary walk that requires death to those things, situations, attitudes, ways, thoughts and sometimes, relationships, that keep me from an absolute surrender, a full abandonment to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ; my True Love. It seems like real death, the problems that arise, the crisis' that I at times experience. Or the relationship grief that visits on occasion. It can be so painful, so gloomy, so dark, that it seems like death for real. But God uses these challenges, these shadows, to bring me to the Life that He sponsors, which is Light and full and abundant! It comes once I have walked through the valley; when I have engaged the shadows. And, when I, because of Him, become a conqueror. Then, on each new walk... "I will fear no evil. For You (God) are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me." God shows Himself to be real on my behalf! No matter what happens or what it looks like, He is there protecting me!! Fear is gone because I have a faith in my Lord God that has become sure of His protection and of His might. No fear... fear no evil. The enemy’s greatest weapon is fear. He uses it in many ways, from subtle to outright and huge. He tricks me into fear. When I watch the news and hear of all the ways he is leading people to evil. Or to hurting others, even family member against family member. Sometimes, even church people/Christians, who yield to him in a moment bringing big news for the world to view. But I walk by faith and not by sight. I must be mindful of how much time I give to voices other than The Shepherd's, like the news or some news caster in my life who is full of the drama that the world presents. I must keep my face looking into His face... to keep my faith in Him intact. Fear and faith cannot operate together. I must choose. And when I am afraid, and can't seem to shake it, I will quickly run to Him, my Shepherd who is with me. He has the rod and the staff to fight for me. He shuns off the evil and comforts me in my fear. Oh Lord, surround me in Your Comfort, in Your comforting arms. Speak Your words of comfort into my soul. Let me see Your rod and Your staff at those times I need to see them. Deliver me from fear. Help me to take Your word into me and to choose to walk by faith in You, my Shepherd. Thank you for Your grace and love and compassion! "You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies" God continues to provide! His provision is exceeding and abundant, above what I can ask, or thing, or even imagine! In the face of my enemies, whose job is to dissuade me form the Lord and His Ways, or to demean and degrade me by various evil tactics, God is right there meeting me, making the way for me! He even allows me above my need. I get to occasionally travel, going places and doing things that we cannot afford. At times, I stand in the midst of people who I seemingly, am not considered to be in the number. Doors and opportunities of the Divine Nature are opened to me... and all this, in the presence of my enemies! Some enemies have human faces. Some are spiritual beings. Regardless, though, my Shepherd prepares the way for me. He makes the provision. He has the ram in the bush. Even when I don't see it, realize it, or are in a pout/self pity mode. He helps me by bringing me to the table. The reminder for me is to keep my eyes on my Glorious Lord; my Shepherd who is ever leading me and guiding me along the way. Who never leads me astray. I trust the Holy Spirit to remind me not to allow the presence of my enemies to overshadow the Presence of Almighty God. His Presence controls the atmosphere that where ever I am, He is, too and the table is always ready and prepared just for me. "You anoint my head with oil" I think of the oil that fell down Aaron's beard. God gives me the power and ability to accomplish His will, His plan. His power is in me and upon me because He has anointed my head with oil, with the power of His Spirit! I am covered with the oil of gladness and filled with the oil of grace. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I can leap over walls and climb over mountains, not because of me, but because of Christ, the Anointed One, who lives in me and gives me the anointing. Nothing is too hard for God, nothing is impossible with Him! His Holy Spirit, His Holy Anointing empowers me to think wisely, like Him; to make wisdom decisions, like Him. And,to stand firm in my faith, in Him. Thank you, Lord! I do not have to rely on me or my so called skills, knowledge, experience, personality, or on anyone else's. You, Lord are my Shepherd, I trust in You who have anointed me to live for You and do Your perfect will. "My cup runs over" Essentially, I am in the overflow! God has given me spiritual blessings that have no limit! His Presence, His Provision, His Power, never ends! I have more than enough to complete every task, assignment or responsibility that He gives me. The God who is More Than Enough has given me more than enough for everything that this life presents! I yield to this, I receive it, and I walk in it. Lord, help me to do my part to remain cognizant that my cup runs over - that I am in the overflow! "Surely, goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life" Surely, meaning without question, no doubt, with full confidence. Goodness-all the good that is in God, and mercy-His Great Compassion and Loving kindness, shall always be with me! No matter what, I can rest with full assurance in the Truth that my Shepherd is with me every single day of my life! He is there to turn situations to good. His mercy is present to help me feel His love, that I can forgive, repent, or have mercy on some one else. He is always there...for me! His plans for me are good and His mercy for me, endures forever, way beyond me into my current and future generations. Because He is, was and forever will be, my Shepherd who leads, but also, follows me. He is behind me, too, to watch over me. And, to keep me on the right path. My God, my Shepherd is completely involved in my life, all the time, everyday, and in every way... all the days of my life. "And I will dwell in the house of the Lord, forever!" How Awesome is my God! He says, "I abide in you and you abide in Me." This is what it means to dwell. He wants me to stay there with Him, to live with Him. And He wants to stay with me. We live in the same place, together! The House of the Lord, is Him. Being in Him! In Him, I live, and move and have my being! My life, (because of Jesus Christ and my acceptance of Him), is eternally in the Lord. No turning back. This is my commitment, my choice and desire. This is my stance. No slipping to the other side. Because my Shepherd leads me, I can trust that any movement off His path, He will guide me to the Truth. I hear the voice of the Good Shepherd. The voice of the stranger I shall not follow. His Truth, hearing it and knowing it, sets me free from the traps that are set to harm me. It's always my choice to follow and to yield. But, I am in Him. He is in me. He helps me to discern, to know and to choose. There isn't a day that He doesn't see me, hear me or stand for me. He lives in me! I dwell in His House! I am never without Him! Only Lord, I pray, help me and my brothers and sisters reading this, quoting this, and proclaiming it over ourselves, to get the revelation deep in our souls: You are God, our Shepherd, who leads us, and who is with us always. You love and care for us deeply. You go before us and are behind us as our rear guard. You walk alongside us, we are Your friends. You are our Shepherd who has everything under control! You protect us, You fight for us. We don't see the unseen, but You do, so we trust in You. All is well no matter what the circumstances say because You My Shepherd are at work to will and to do of Your good pleasure in us, for us... for Your name's sake. AMEN

Monday, March 1, 2010

RETURNING & REST…QUIETNESS & CONFIDENCE

Isaiah 30:15-17 NKJV For thus says the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel: "In returning and rest you shall be saved; In quietness and confidence shall be your strength." But you would not, And you said, "No, for we will flee on horses" — Therefore you shall flee! And, "We will ride on swift horses" — Therefore those who pursue you shall be swift! One thousand shall flee at the threat of one, At the threat of five you shall flee, Till you are left as a pole on top of a mountain And as a banner on a hill.
Isa 30:15 Bible in Basic English For the Lord, the Holy One of Israel, said, In quiet and rest is your salvation: peace and hope are your strength: but you would not have it so.
Isa 30:15 Holy Bible, New Living Translation
This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says: "Only in returning to me and resting in me will you be saved. In quietness and confidence is your strength. But you would have none of it. Isa 30:15 THE MESSAGE
God, the Master, The Holy of Israel, has this solemn counsel: "Your salvation requires you to turn back to me and stop your silly efforts to save yourselves. Your strength will come from settling down in in complete dependence on me — The very thing you've been unwilling to do.
Matthew Henry Commentary of Isaiah 30:8-17
They slighted the gracious directions God gave them, not only how to secure themselves and make themselves safe, but how to compose themselves and make themselves easy; they would take their own way, v. 15-17. Observe here, (1.) The method God put them into for salvation and strength. The God that knew them, and knew what was proper for them, and desired their welfare, gave them this prescription; and it is recommended to us all. [1.] Would we be saved from the evil of every calamity, guarded against the temptation of it and secured from the curse of it, which are the only evil things in it? It must be in returning and rest, in returning to God and reposing in him as our rest. Let us return from our evil ways, into which we have gone aside, and rest and settle in the way of God and duty, and that is the way to be saved. "Return from this project of going down to Egypt, and rest satisfied in the will of God, and then you may trust him with your safety. In returning (in the thorough reformation of your hearts and lives) and in rest (in an entire submission of your souls to God and a complacency in him) you shall be saved." [2.] Would we be strengthened to do what is required of us and to bear what is laid upon us? It must be in quietness and in confidence; we must keep our spirits calm and sedate by a continual dependence upon God, and his power and goodness; we must retire into ourselves with a holy quietness, suppressing all turbulent and tumultuous passions, and keeping the peace in our own minds. And we must rely upon God with a holy confidence that he can do what he will and will do what is best for his people. And this will be our strength; it will inspire us with such a holy fortitude as will carry us with ease and courage through all the difficulties we may meet with. The contempt they put upon this prescription; they would not take God's counsel, though it was so much for their own good. And justly will those die of their disease that will not take God for their physician. We are certainly enemies to ourselves if we will not be subjects to him. They would not so much as try the method prescribed: "But you said, No (v. 16), we will not compose ourselves, for we will flee upon horses and we will ride upon the swift; we will hurry hither and thither to fetch in foreign aids." They think themselves wiser than God, and that they know what is good for themselves better than he does. When Sennacherib took all the fenced cities of Judah, those rebellious children would not be persuaded to sit still and patiently to expect God's appearing for them, as he did wonderfully at last; but they would shift for their own safety, and thereby they exposed themselves to so much the more danger. (from Matthew Henry's Commentary on the Whole Bible, PC Study Bible Formatted Electronic Database Copyright © 2006 by Biblesoft, Inc. All Rights reserved.)
Go to Crosswalk on the web to view the Be Still video by Worship House Media. It is very short.
We all must take time to reevaluate our doings and our focus.
We must take time out to examine ourselves to see if we are in the faith (2 Corinthians 13:5). To see if we are being led by the Lord (Romans 8:14) or just doing and being the way we think (Romans 10:3). This is not directed to the sinner or the new convert. This is about many who are doing “the Lord’s work,” however, He may have a different plan, or a different way to do what He has called you to. Or perhaps, He is giving you another opportunity to hear and heed what He has previously spoken to you? It’s Kingdom Time; actually, always has been. The Lord is calling us and is very serious at this time in the lives of His Kingdom bearers. God is loving us as He is speaking to us. Let us chose to listen.
Shall I say more? I am convicted and am receiving this Word to do what it says (James1:22). Will you?

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

KATRINA MAGNIFIED VIA EARTHQUAKE IN HAITI

"God is... a present help in trouble, even when the earth moves and the mountains fall into the sea." Psalm 46
Traveling to the Dominican Republic took on a new sense of God as I awaited for the last flight of my trip to board. Looking at the TV in the waiting area, we learned that a 7.0 earthquake had hit Haiti! An earthquake of this magnitiude hasn't hit this land for 200 years. The number of people dead and/or missing is in the 100 thousands; totally incomprehensible! The after shocks continue. While I awaited the news regarding my now delayed flight, I learned that my daughter and son in law's house not only moved but throughout the Domincan Repiblic, which shares an island with Haiti, the land and buildings were shaking and moving, literally. As they each give their account of the earth moving, it seems like a movie. But, the Truth that God had already spoken to them early that morning when no one knew of the earthqauke coming, is that He is our refuge and strength and a very present help in trouble... no matter what is happenning, God is a Present to Help. He serves as a Refuge. He is the Strength that we need in order to make it. Many Haitians, as I write are disoriented, confused, grieving, in shock because they have lost family, friends, homes, communities, etc. The Domincan missionaries and others in the Christian community here are meeting and planning their strategy to go the 5-6 hour drive to Haiti to help, to provide food, water or whatever is God's purpose for them at the time they are released to go. Our prayer and intercession is of utmost importance for this country who had been for many years ravaged by all kinds of demonic influence. Now is the time to take back the land for God who created it and take back the souls of the people who God made in His image and likeness! Through prayer we can do powerful work! Let's send our money, send supplies, send the relief workers who are willing to go. maybe you will eventally go, because it will take years for the healing and restoration of this nation. But prayer and intercession is what will allow all of these acts to have anointed success. Let's not take our lives and our times lightly. God has given us Himself, His Word, and the ability to pray as tools to bring His will and ways to earth. Though the earth quake, we shall not be moved to fear, but to prayer! In the name of Jesus, who did the work which has enabled us to do even greater works...
PRAY FOR HAITI!